I Bought My First Sex Toy in My Thirties

and I still feel kind of weird about it.

Photo by Gwen Mamanoleas on Unsplash

Growing up in a conservative home, there are a lot of things that they shelter you from. I didn’t listen to music that wasn’t considered Christian or a golden old until I was in high school, and the only reason I managed that was on a trip to Europe without my parents. While my friends had curfews of 10pm in high school, I had…